^_^

lately neyh ..
saye rase sangat d0wn ..
saye rase w0rst sangat ..
saye rase missin' ..
saye rase xde spirit 2 d0 anythin'..
saye rase nak marah sume orang ..
saye rase nak menanges jew ..
saye rase nak jerit kuat2 ! ..
saye rase nak dud0k s0rang2 jew ..
saye rase xnak cakap ngan sume orang ..
saye rase xnak jumpe orang ..
tapi, smpy bile saye harus cam neyh ? ?
sape nak t0l0ng diri saye kalau bukan diri saye sendiri ..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

erm ..
at diz m0ment..i feel better than before ..
nape?
sebab saye rase release bile saye share all of diz wif some1 ..
ape yang saye b0leyh kate ..
' i'm aweyz trying 2 be strong ! ' ..
btw .. owh my ~ i'll try okeyh .. *_^
. . . saye da dapat 0bat ! . . .

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E I D

9 Syawal .. 1st , HEPY EID 2 olz . 'maaf zahir batin' ..
im still seeking da meaning of eid ..
but .. im still grateful .. maseh ade abang2 , kakak2 , n adik ..
luv u all s0 much !!
but .. therez sumthin' mde me feel d0wn .. worst ..
im aweyz trying 2 make da pe0ple ar0und me epy ..
but im n0t perfect 2 fulfil dat ..
erm .. what should i d0 act ? ?

M I S S T H E M ..

I really miss them ryte n0w .. miss them s0 much ! ! .. ya Allah ..
al- Fatihah ..
seeing diz home .. ill think of them .. thinkin' of them .. so hard to accept all of diz .. but im trying to REDHA .. 'REDHAkan pemergian mak abah' .. datz what peoples out there said to me .. ya Allah ..I still grateful coz I still have my siblings .. we suprt each other .. ya Allah ..'besarnya dugaan Mu untuk kami' .. ya Allah ..amankan mereka di sana .. ameennn ...

our memory .. raye last year 2009.. we'll miss u all ..mak abah ..
LOVE U ALL SO MUCH ! !

S A B A R L A H W A H A I H A T I ..

B E S T R O N G A I E N !

Im still trying 2 accept all of diz .. Ya Allah .. kuatkan hatiku ..

"Sabar itu perlu disertai dengan redha. Ya, sabar dan redha itu kelihatan seperti sama namun tidak serupa. Sabar itu ertinya menahan diri dari mempersoal takdir manakala redha itu menerima takdir dengan sepenuh hati."

~LA TAHZAN~

17 07 2010

hari yang paling SEDIH dalam hidup aku .. everything change .. my parents pass away due t0 car crash .. mak abah pergi wat selame-lamenye ..ya Allah .. besarnya dugaan kali ini .. am i strong enough to move after diz without them ?.. ya Allah .. tabahkanlah hati .. terlalu besar ujian ni untuk aku .. be strong wahai hati .. hanya Allah yang tahu .. abah ..mak .. miss u all s0 much !! .. speechles .. out of thinkin' .. T_T ..sm0ge mak abah ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 yang beriman .. ameenn.. al-fatihah ..

C A N T W A I T ! !

Hey guyz ..! ..
I juz wanna share ma feeling at diz m0ment .. I really cant wait to face diz wekend .. Saturday / Sunday ? .. either 1 day lah .. everythg will settle .. malas da nak pk .. waiting 4 what ? .. erm .. *_^ .. tapela ..i juz keep it by my own .. huhu ..
settle jew ni .. ill feel so FREE .. baru la tenang jiwe ni .. so tired melayan the people yang selfish + 'T A L A M' out there ..

L O V E I S C H E N T A

hey guyz ! chenta feel s0 epy today .. :)
erm .. 'nape?' .. besela ..diz is what we cal lyfe ryte .. rase nak senyum jew ..
i juz feel so grateful .. grateful wif my new lyfe .. i l0ve my family s0 much !! thanx mak,abah, n all ma siblings ..sayang kam0o semua ! .. chenta als0 epy when seeing all ma frenz epy ..epy with their own lyfe .. s0 same2 rase 'BAHAGIA' ..
im tryg to leave all da bad thing ..

I ve learned that love will never end,
Loves between two people and two heart,
Loves growing with pain and anger,
Loves grow with such memories and happiness.
Loves has no logic they said,
Yes it’s true, love is blind,
Listen and follow your heart,
May you find, what you been looking for.
I ve learned, when you love someone,
Doesn’t mean together and belong to each other,
Loving and sharing with what you have,
Greatful and thankful with what you got.
Love and desire,
Between two lovers,
Pure, honest and mature love,
No sympathy and no regret.. :)

: : It's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all : :

I have someone who makes me laugh even though I feel bad
I have someone who makes me feel loved when I feel alone
I have someone who tells me I am beautiful when I don't feel like one at all
I have someone who gives me reassurance when everything's a doubt
I have someone who's willing to sacrifice everything for my wants and needs
I have someone who's an epitome of fun and laughter for my most horrible days
I have someone whose comfort takes my mind to scenes of beautiful mornings with him in my arms
I have someone whose overflowing care never cease to secure me
I have someone who simply loves me whole heartedly and honestly
And I'm glad to have you...

*_^

Welcome July !
really hope diz month bring a lot of hepiness in CHENTA's life ..ameennn..

C H E R I T A C H E N T A

Hey guyz !.. I juz wanna share s0me sweet m0ment wif ma frenz .. spend our tyme together .. sharing st0ry m0ry .. ' M E L U A H K A N R A S A H A T I ' ..
hehe..we juz chill out at P E E D E E n S E R E M B A N .. + wif ph0to shot ..
datz how we create our mem0riez on dat day..

P E E D E E .. wif sis eida + ewan + ezzat ..



me + sis eida at blue lag0on .. sambil menikmati cucur udang + keropok lekor + air jambu yang sedap b0ught by sis eida + air jambu yang tidak sedap bought by me ..hukhukhuk..

After macam-macam makan ..we decide t0 go t0 R U M A H A P I .. I t0t dekat jew..OMG !..ja0h sangat .. xlarat l0rh ..


C... masing- masing lo0ks like relex jew..padahal baju mereka suda basah..haha .. I t0t ar0und 3km nak sampai atas.. act , datz n0t to0 far but da lame x exercse ..s0..rase macam hampeh .. haha

some m0re pix :


min0m jew keje haa..


suda semakin dekat..



here we r .. :)

1 m0re pix .. i like ~ ..beautiful scenery :




then.. we m0ved to da next locati0n..heheh..
S E R E M B A N .. wif syam + apit + ezzat






syam wif her yuyunk ..:)


at last tersandar aku..s0 tired..act,ezzat our ph0t0graphr at dat tyme p0n da nampak s0 exhausted..syian dye eyh..then..we straight t0 S E N A W A N G ..makan2 + minum2 + cherita2 ..then G O B A C K H 0 M E lor..

M Y C H E N T A H A T I 'S S O N G

1 0 4 : C H E N T A

D I Z N 0 : 1 0 4 - P E R F E C T C O I N C I D E N T ! ! .. *_^

W H A T W I L L H A P P E N N E X T ? ? C H E N T A C A N T W A I T !

1 S T S T E P 4 C H E N T A

Skang aku faham.ngan ape yang dah jadik..xsume yang kite impikan, kte akn dpt..act ..we need to strugle 2 achieve smthing..but its ok..sume ni ketentuan..ak trime..im still trying 2 accept all these things..supsly no need 2 regret ngan ape yg dah jadi..need 2 grateful..mesti de HIKMAH..erm..juz..ak rase cam sgt frust ble end up mcm ni..no need 2 story mory about all these things yang sangat menyakitkan.. OMG..really sakit..T_T
but now..im trying 2 find da new life..beautiful life ..yeah!..i deserve 4 it..i am s0 grateful coz im still hve my bel0ved parents, siblings , n frenz yg sangat2 faham .. thanx guyz!..really grateful c0z they suprt me 100%.. ak rase semakin tabah..ceh..yeke..hahaha..erm..apep0n..ok lah..ak masih mampu 4 smile n laughing..ok la kan..erm..really thanky 2 my bel0ved sista..sgt2 sp0rtg n aweyz trying 2 understnd adik die yg sangat DEGIL nih..huhu
xlupe gak 2 my fren..yang aweyz behind n beside me..*_^ ..thanky s0 much ..thanky yuyunk !..u all memg besh.. besh sgt..diz is my 1st step..CHENTA wanna find da new life..new CHENTAHATI ..wish me luck!!..ameennnnn...

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C H E N T A wanna share wif u ab0ut diz..
'How will you know when you are in love with someone?'
C H E N T A got diz fr0m d relationship + l0ve advise..;)

Through thousands of years the feeling of being ‘in love’ has been described as one of the most beautiful ever. A person ‘in love’ is optimistic, humane and most importantly has the ability to love a fellow human being. All through your life you may have many people. These people include parents, relatives, siblings, friends, etc. However, ‘in love’ is different than loving all those around you. Love is very being in lovedifficult to describe. This subtle feeling may occur because of a single look, smell, words, appearance can change the way you feel about someone. Though most of the time it is the physical appearance that that plays a huge role in initially attracting someone to you. However, love is not just a physical attraction; it is as spiritual and emotional as physical. Therefore, if people do not vibe will with each other spiritually, physical attraction may wear off soon.

When you are ‘in love’ you will feel a strong bond between you and the other person. You will always be on the lookout for this person. You will be happy whenever the person you are in love which acknowledges you. This acknowledgement could be a mere look, a polite nod, etc. The feeling of being in love is one of the most beautiful of them all. You will find that everything around you is bright, sunny, optimistic, happy, etc. Being in love is a unique experience all human being should undergo. The experience can teach us reach new heights in maintaining and nurturing relationship.

It is difficult to conceal love from others especially when the person you love is around you. People who know you well will immediately notice the difference in your attitude. When you are ‘in love’ there is no hiding your feelings as much you may try. You will end up expressing love one way or the other. in love

Your being in love however should be conveyed to the right person perfectly. Again in the matters of the heart the faster you convey the better it is. There are many ways you can convey these feelings. However, you should know whether this person nurtures similar feelings towards you.

You can know whether or not the person you are in love with. You can simply use some practical knowledge and divine signals. This can be conveyed to you successfully through psychics. They can use the information or photograph of the person and summon special energies for letting you know whether the person you are in love with is in love with you too.

You will find psychics can guide you the best during this time of deep confusion. You will also know whether or not this is love in reality or it is simply infatuation which will wear off within no time. With the helps of psychics you will also know the right time for letting this person know about your feelings. You can also know whether or not the person you are interested in is not really in love with someone else.

Your being in love is precious. You should try and use actual psychics and not software programs, only real psychics can guide you aptly and help you out of the confusion. You will also know clearly whether or not you should go ahead with love. Using software or free scams will leave you on a wrong trail. In fact, you could be misguided if you use this automatic, instant, free service. It would always be better if you can gain help from a genuine psychic and gain help in precious matters of heart. X O X O

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- When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams.

- The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.

- We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

- If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.

- Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!

- LOVE: We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it && Loose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define && IMPOSSIBLE to live without.

- To the world you are one person, but to one person you are the world.

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From today onwards..
“Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.” MVH Q ..

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???? dat is da most important thing in every relationship ryte ????
H A P P Y + L O V E: : every person deserve for it!!

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10) u r da first thing i think about when i wake up and the last thing i think about when i fall asleep
9) just thinking about u puts da biggest smile on my face and my heart beats faster and faster
8) every love song i listen to, i think of u
7) i re-read all our convos over and over again
6) when we r together, i never want da moment to end, i want it to last forever and ever
5) whenever i am with u or look at u, nothing else in the world matters. i am blind to everything
4) i am on cloud nine just the way you smell
3) just by hearing ur voice, i get butterflies
2) i miss u even before u leave
1) i would do anything in the world for u since u r my world and everything

yeah! diz is da sign dat u r fall in l0ve with s0meone!!.. X O X O

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i'm quiet doesnt mean i dont have anything to say..
i'm predictable & spontaneous..
i try to be forgiving..
i enjoy being unique..
i'd rather look immature and have fun then care what other people think..
sometimes i realy confident, other times i feel realy insecure..
my frenz mean everythg to me, but sometimes i just want to be alone..
i'm opinionated & stubborn, but i'm loyal, sincere & caring..
i aweyz try to see the best in U, even if U annoy me..
i hate when people make me feel guilty to get their way..
i'll aweyz be there to listen ur probz & i will stick up for U no matter what happens..xoxo

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You know you love me
I know you care
And I would never, not be there
You are my love
You are my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'
Take another look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time

And now I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine

For you, I would have done whatever
and no i can't believe we're not together
And I'm gonn' play it cool
While I'm losin you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
so come fix me
shake me til' you can wake me from this bad dream*
I'm goin down, down, dooown

*everybody!*

Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine

You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come
Now I'm all gone
You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come

I wa- I was like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gonee

:: L O V E Y O U R L I F E ::

I am so grateful. Thanx 2 God. I am so hepy with my new life. Thanx For my m0m + my Dad + my siblingS who r aweyz behind me. Thanx for all of u!..
I L O V E Y O U A L L S O M U C H!!
I love my new life. I just want to be me + my self + I.. I am s0 tired to think about the matters which S E R A B U T K A N my life before. I realy need some space. To think what should i do??..What was hapend last tyme is not d end of my hepy life. I cant turn back da tyme to change back what had hapend. hukhukhuk ..so hard act..
I just can start a new chapter to have a hepy ending in my life. I am s0 desire to create da great tyme + moment ..*_^ ..yeah! struggle for it!! wish me luck!! xoxo