^_^

lately neyh ..
saye rase sangat d0wn ..
saye rase w0rst sangat ..
saye rase missin' ..
saye rase xde spirit 2 d0 anythin'..
saye rase nak marah sume orang ..
saye rase nak menanges jew ..
saye rase nak jerit kuat2 ! ..
saye rase nak dud0k s0rang2 jew ..
saye rase xnak cakap ngan sume orang ..
saye rase xnak jumpe orang ..
tapi, smpy bile saye harus cam neyh ? ?
sape nak t0l0ng diri saye kalau bukan diri saye sendiri ..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

erm ..
at diz m0ment..i feel better than before ..
nape?
sebab saye rase release bile saye share all of diz wif some1 ..
ape yang saye b0leyh kate ..
' i'm aweyz trying 2 be strong ! ' ..
btw .. owh my ~ i'll try okeyh .. *_^
. . . saye da dapat 0bat ! . . .

EA collections ~

E I D

9 Syawal .. 1st , HEPY EID 2 olz . 'maaf zahir batin' ..
im still seeking da meaning of eid ..
but .. im still grateful .. maseh ade abang2 , kakak2 , n adik ..
luv u all s0 much !!
but .. therez sumthin' mde me feel d0wn .. worst ..
im aweyz trying 2 make da pe0ple ar0und me epy ..
but im n0t perfect 2 fulfil dat ..
erm .. what should i d0 act ? ?

M I S S T H E M ..

I really miss them ryte n0w .. miss them s0 much ! ! .. ya Allah ..
al- Fatihah ..
seeing diz home .. ill think of them .. thinkin' of them .. so hard to accept all of diz .. but im trying to REDHA .. 'REDHAkan pemergian mak abah' .. datz what peoples out there said to me .. ya Allah ..I still grateful coz I still have my siblings .. we suprt each other .. ya Allah ..'besarnya dugaan Mu untuk kami' .. ya Allah ..amankan mereka di sana .. ameennn ...

our memory .. raye last year 2009.. we'll miss u all ..mak abah ..
LOVE U ALL SO MUCH ! !

S A B A R L A H W A H A I H A T I ..

B E S T R O N G A I E N !

Im still trying 2 accept all of diz .. Ya Allah .. kuatkan hatiku ..

"Sabar itu perlu disertai dengan redha. Ya, sabar dan redha itu kelihatan seperti sama namun tidak serupa. Sabar itu ertinya menahan diri dari mempersoal takdir manakala redha itu menerima takdir dengan sepenuh hati."

~LA TAHZAN~

17 07 2010

hari yang paling SEDIH dalam hidup aku .. everything change .. my parents pass away due t0 car crash .. mak abah pergi wat selame-lamenye ..ya Allah .. besarnya dugaan kali ini .. am i strong enough to move after diz without them ?.. ya Allah .. tabahkanlah hati .. terlalu besar ujian ni untuk aku .. be strong wahai hati .. hanya Allah yang tahu .. abah ..mak .. miss u all s0 much !! .. speechles .. out of thinkin' .. T_T ..sm0ge mak abah ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 yang beriman .. ameenn.. al-fatihah ..